Hello everyone, its been two weeks? So much for posting once a week! Has it been three weeks? I cant...CINNAMON BUN. I replace bad words with tasty pastries sometimes. Yup.

So how has everyone been?

My week has been nothing but a pile of delicious cup cakes, wrapped with creamy chocolate remorse, and sprinkled with disapointment. Basically, my week was shit, and you wanna know why?
...
I'll tell you anyway.
BECAUSE my- ahh I dont feel like sharing anymore.
(insert mysterious voice):Just tell/type the damn story!
Who said that?!
?:Im the part of you thats not a whiny bitc-(female dog)
D'= meh, your mean.
?: Get over it and tell already.
....kay.
So it all started with two mondays ago, when my band met up after school. (3 of us in the band, 2 guitarists and me) One of the guitarists was acting like a dooche and said he only wanted to play acoustic songs. While my other friend and I wanted to play hardcore and acoustic and crap like that. When he didnt get his way he would stop playing and basically sit there and pout. The next day he was still the same so on wednesday the other (nicer) guitarist and I got our stuff from his house and brought it all to my house. We were not going to put up with some asshole. It was sad because i'm really close with that kid and ever since that time, we have rarely spoken to eachother. I would go over it in my head constantly, trying to determine if I was the one who was being a bad friend by basically kicking him out. I still dont know yet. I mean, there were alot of contributing factors other than just him not wanting to play rock with us. More personal reasons, that I dont feel like sharing.
To be honest, there hasnt been much band practicing since then... but i'm still going to try to make this whole band thing work, even if its just me and a guitarist.
Anyways, after that whole deal was done and through, my group in english got a project to tear a song apart and interpret what we think it means. Which I was pretty pschyed about, I thought it was going to be the funniest project we would get in that class. The only problem was that the teacher gave it to us to do over the weekend. And it had to be a powerpoint with artwork that related to the song, band background, and a poem. Basically, I did the whole thing by myself, because my group members didnt have access to a computer. When it came to our presentation, I had tried to fill my group in before it was our turn but there was only so much I could do, and one of my group members was absent. So we get up there, and pretty much its just me doing all the talking, my other group members got called out on not doing any work and I felt horrible. We tanked, it was really awkward and embarrassing, annnd I just wanted to walk out of the class room and go home. But I continued to talk about everything and even though I might just get all the points for the project, I feel bad about letting my group members down.
?: Do you need a hug?
yes ):
?: Ew, thats disgusting, go get a hobby or something to take your mind off those kind of things
I listen to music when im down (:
?: See, there you go.
But sometimes the music I listen to justs puts me into a more depressing mood ):
?: God your a pussy
):
?:...Well,...I think...your not all that bad
R...really?
?: Yes, but I only say that because i'm a part of you.
Yay!

On to a new topic, I need to know people, do you prefer ducks, or rabbits?
(Judging by the answer you give me, will decide if i like you or not)
Just messing! ^^
?:no your not

But really people. Ducks or Rabbits? O.e

School day consists of
First period/Sociology: Have a 100% in that class?! Holy sweet tart, thats a first.
Second period/English: Im not liking that class right now..
Third period/A+: Ive gotten two credits in that class and when I finish my third one, I can drop this class and have early release
Lunch: When I ususally eat and listen to music while thinking/writing lyrics.
Fourth period/Graphic Design: Meh. Sort of boring.

If you have read my whole journal entry then thank you for sparing a couple minutes to hear me complain about things. Honestly, if you guys have any questions or anything at all, feel free to ask.

It is the weekend, and I have no homework...amazing. I dont know what to do now. I spent the whole day listening to music and watched Dodge Ball...heh heh "Nobody makes me bleed my own blood." Best line ever. OH thats bring me to another thing of how I wish I could change my deviant art name. Bleedingwounds. bleh. It sounds so normal to me because i've had it for so long. But I think in the perspective of another person coming across my name...and thinking of..bleh

AND speaking of disgusting things, I threw up at Red Lobster last weekend D: I ate too much and I felt freaking horrible. It came to the point where I couldnt..Never mind. Im not going to describe it. heh

Racking through my brain, what else do I want to addddddd.
Hmm...I want a catch phrase... anyways, I think im just going to end it right here.
?: Thank god
Uhhh....o...k...sure. Thank you, god. For allowing me the ability to
?: I DIDNT MEAN...oh whatever, I dont even care anymore, just end the damn thing

The end. (: